Hello everyone, Annual/Vampiric here and I'd like to share some things with you. The following thread will be explaining some things(as well as why I was acting like a completely different person) I hope you read to the end before commenting and I really hope what I say sinks in. If you have anything to say prior to reading this I suggest you say it on my profile, thanks. Clone: Yes, many, if not all of you know my account was previously named Clone, I will not be changing back to this name, however I will explain why I changed my name. I simply wanted to change my name to something meaningful, as the word "clone" refers to an exact person or action re-created I decided to change my name to that because I felt extremely "excluded", like I was meaningless, just a replication of something lost to the ages. On this alt I did not want, nor did I ever attempt to conceal who I was, I was open about it because I had the logic of "New name, new start", however I made my apology thread and continued to get hate via. PM/My profile page, I honestly didn't know why I was getting it, I was making an honest effort to be nice to everyone here and I really hope all of you can see that now. Annual: This was a bit of a different story, see, I wanted a completely new start, I didn't care about any achievements or anything I had accomplished in the past, I just wanted a new chance to prove I'm not actually the stone cold person you all think I am, I have feelings too, I get hurt just like the rest of you. The reason I wanted a *new* start was because I felt showing you I had changed would be better than writing another apology, to me, it was. I hope I can re-invent your image of me as, honestly, I don't see myself as a bad or negative person and I apologize if my feedback comes off that way. Applying for Moderator: Yes, I know many of you will not support me, majority of reasons because of my past, however I will aim to "prove you wrong", not in a negative sense or to show off, but just simply making my journey to becoming a Mod a goal of mine that I won't be giving up on. You are always welcome to give me feedback as harshly as you want, I don't mind nor will I retaliate, no matter how harsh the comments get. Keep in mind, there is a difference between "not retaliating" and "being a robot", I will give you what I think of your comment and what you deserve to hear, but I will not make excuses, I won't insult you back or flame at you, but I also won't be giving you the "Thanks for your feedback" or "Thank you " like I see most applicants doing. I hope you choose to keep an open mind, as I have opened up my mind to the situation and let you know who I am. Thank you for reading this, I hope you all can comment below what your thoughts about me are <3.
People who hate you should forget the past and look how you are now. You maybe had some fights with them idk but they should atleast give you a second chance and see what it brings. You'll stay my friend forever Annual ;) !!
I don't care who you were in the past, all that matters is who you are now. And who you really are now is a good person, nobody should be hating on you.
Jesus I wasn't even aware you were Clone, I just liked how mature you acted. Also, you just gotta stay strong in the face of hate (being a Moderator even just for a few days has taught me that.) You are a good person and I wish you the best.
Annual I think y0u're a amazing person, I respect everyone but I have a strong respect for you, You're an caring, mature person and you dedicate your time to the server and the community. You wern't this type of person as vampiric, But you always had this person inside you and your past is no reason for people to dislike you, I think you're an amazing person and you shouldn't care what others think.
I believe you meant to say relevant*, also, I thought I was a friend of your's on Skyblock but I guess not. I said that you weren't "targeted", in the sense that people would much rather insult a player than an ex-mod. Honestly a lot of people here respect you, I don't see where you got "hate" from.
I have no idea who you are, unless you requested a name change. I get hate because I don't sugarcoat anything, I'm extremely blunt.
I did request a name change, if you bothered to read the thread you'd know who I am. I don't see why you would get hate for being honest, I did the same thing and yes, I got hate for it, but it's things people need to hear, not some half-hearted, 2 word post from one of their friends.
I get so many requests on that that I forgot who requested what. I have a feeling I know who you are though. That's how we're different, no matter what you say and do to me I will not care, I speak my mind and then ignore whatever is said to me, it's not possible to hurt my feelings.
Fair enough. Just for the record though, I don't hate you, nor do I disagree with you in any way, I respect you for what you say, not what you've said.
