Many of you know me as Vampiric, I joined this server November of 2013 and I've been playing on and off for quite a while. I'm more famous on the forums than I am in game as I've pretty much stopped playing again, however I've still been on the forums and I've been fairly active. Throughout my time here I've met many wonderful people, even the people I have had disagreements, even flame wars with I just want to say that you've definitely had a pretty big influence on my life. Many of the great people I have met here are not people I talk to anymore, unfortunately that is. If you're wondering why I speak so highly of the people I no longer talk to, well, they are great people, it's just that I'm not. When I first joined Mineverse I was more the shy and awkward type, I just liked playing the server for an escape and getting through the day, as time passed I started to become more, slowly but surely, social. This was not the start of my downfall but the start of my life here, I value everyone I have met here and I really do thank everyone I have met to this day. Now that I've said a bit about my time here, I would like to say why I am making this thread and the reason I referred to myself earlier as a terrible person. With my journey through Mineverse and becoming more social I also got to meet many mature players either older or younger than I, it has been nice getting to know them and I do appreciate many of them helping me out in some tough times. Despite fitting in with a more mature crowd I strayed and found myself in a depressive, angry state, I secluded myself once again and stopped talking to people in hopes that I could become that shy kid I was when I joined MV, unfortunately it just made me lose interest in the game more and I become more bitter towards the community. I had become bitter by the time I had joined the forums, however I didn't let that stop me from trying to get back to the position I was in and get more connected to the community. After a while of getting back into the community and playing more I had taken a liking to helping new/old players with things, I eventually made an application for Guard in hopes that I could improve Mineverse for the better. After a while of helping players I had still been treated pretty badly by some of the people I earlier referred to as friends, one way or another we had turned our backs on each other and I had become just as bitter towards the community as I was before. Me becoming bitter led to a lot of trouble for myself and eventually locking my Guard application due to quitting the server temporarily, well, the temporarily kinda stuck and I eventually made a leaving thread, I stayed on the forums but I had lost complete interest in the server and I was on the verge of just giving up, I can't say I'm any different now, so I suppose that's the end of the story. I do apologize for everybody I have wronged here in this community, you may take this thread as a final goodbye or you may just take it as an apology, either way I deeply regret some if not most of my actions over the past year. Thank you all for a wonderful time and if you would like me to personally apologize I will do so below if you comment.
Some people I should give credit to: @kitkat6605910 You were always there for me even when you had your own problems, sorry I started being a jerk towards you. You really didn't deserve any of the hate you got from me or anybody else. @xxElitayy You're still my friend and we talk on skype but we've kinda grown apart since I quit Prison. Hope we can talk more and you've really been a great friend to me over my time here. @Christi <3 There's no way I couldn't include you in this, you've always been a great friend to me and now we're finally more than that cx love you. @PopIs_MyLife You already left, but yeah, you're pretty much my inspiration for coming back to mineverse in the first place, thanks for everything, you've been a great friend to me ever since SB. @SanityMC I hadn't really gotten to know you much personally since I joined the forums basically right after you left, but it's been a pleasure getting to know you and I'm glad we recently put some differences we had behind us, you've been such an amazing friend. @Dontchallengeme You've always been a kitpvp buddy of mine, even though I don't play anymore we still talk sometimes and it's nice getting to know you. You're really mature and I like that about people, congratulations on the promotion and I hope it stays for a while. That's really all I have, if I forgot you I'm sorry.
