"You have no soul." I've grown up with that statement. Not because I'm fat, dumb, or annoying. I've grown with that due to the color of my hair, my height, and my facial features. I'm a 6ft 3in 16 year old boy, I have red hair, freckles, and blue eyes yes I'm a ginger. When people say you have no soul how is that possible? Isn't a soul your spiritual heart? I know I have a spiritual heart or I would be heartless and most likely not writing this. The whole statement is stupid it's not possible to have no soul. Stalin of all people had a soul, but it was twisted. Everyday I hear that stupid statement and I shrug it off. It used to bother me so much I would go home crying, then i noticed that whole statement is flawed its just what people say when they are scared of me. I intimidate people with my height. People believe me to be a lesser being a slave to do their bidding. I'm not a slave I am a person I was born from the womb of my mother and brought up by my parents. If I had no soul then how have I helped my community? I have done over 200 hours of community service no soulless person would do that. I volunteer at an after school program and help little children till their parents are off work. I'm a bright kid, and for some reason that scares people. I don't strive to be the best i'm not that kind of person. I've strived to be normal, yet no one accepts me. I've tried lots of things to fit in yet no one wanted me. I became depressed. I was depressed for the longest time. I tried many things to take the emotional pain away. I tried to kill my self. I tried to physically hurt my self in hopes that it would swallow my emotional pains. It took years for me to figure out that people were scared that I was different. When I noticed that I strived to be different I got into being a nerd, I quit trying to become friends and waited for people to see how amazing I was. Now since I've changed how people affect me they don't bother me. When I'm called a "ginger" or "soulless" I laugh at knowing they are fearful of my amazing personality. I've gained more friends then I have ever had I have broken my bonds of Depression. I wrote this for anyone who was like I was hoping they see that THEY are amazing. That there ARE people who like you. You just have to wait till they notice your unique amazing personality. For any of you wondering how i look here is a photo Spoiler
