Okay, yes.. I know, "Gtfo out! You've been banned and nobody likes you!" I realize that. I just want to say my sincere apologies to Cypriot and to you guys. I know I have been a real bad douche lately and to be honest, not even I know what triggered it in the first place. It is something that is ticking the littlest things to the biggest things. I am astonished to see that Cypriot has forgiven me and I really, truly appreciate it. Just not (on my part) this all started from me hating a moderator. This is all my fault. Cyp and I were in a bit of a mishaps yesterday (to be explained)... We just weren't getting a long and it was a bad day. I was angry, terribly that day at the most idiotic reasons to even come up. I constantly spammed and threatened Cypriot, thinking that he would eventually get mad and fight back. With that being said, he did. That isn't the point though, Cyp was making points during the argument. He was actually making me realize what a terrible person I am. I was so mad that I eventually got to the point where I DDoSed Cypriot, then and there... All hell broke lose for me. I knew that was the stupidest choice I had ever made. See, the reason why is because Cypriot is a nice guy, he was just trying to make me see who I am. I just couldn't take it in right, During the DoS I was thinking more than I could process. I eventually shut off my computer for a little bit and just sat to think and try and sleep. This is a bit crazy because this is all over the internet, it just literally pissed me off for some reason. I actually have a set on Internet, it won't go away. Back to the apology and story... So I had gotten back on after about 10 minutes and saw about 6-7 messages from Daddy. All saying to stop the attack on Cyp. I then told Daddy "okay" because I knew what I was doing is completely wrong. Cyp had gotten back on and we eventually got in a call. The beginning was a rough, hurtful rage from both of us as Daddy listened. Knowing that, in the end of the call it just turned out to be a lay-back convo. No yelling, arguing, threatening, etc. We just talked about things in life and what not. Then and forward, the next day... I knew that I had to give Cypriot a sincere apology because everything I did was absolutely wrong. Still, as of this moment, I wish I could take everything back. Everything I have ever done to harm this community, anything I have ever done to harm a person. @CypriotMerks - I hope you understand, this is not meant to be hated on, I sincerely apologize. @Taylor - I am extremely sorry for everything I have said and done to you. Congratulations on Moderator! @Community - For all of you. Even including my friends. I am so, so sorry for all of this. Any harm I have caused to anyone is to be well brought forward and I will solve it. I hope you guys can accept this. I love MV and Cyp was right, I can't stay away from it.
idk man. i might not be able to look at you the same way unless some ben franklins end up in my wallet.
Thought you were wanting a fresh start... Slander isn't any way to start off Fenny. Glad to hear Cyp and you worked things out I know you both were pretty upset.
You are responsible for you. Letting others upset you and responding with hate only gives them power over you and your emotions. You need to stop letting that happen. You are a good person at heart Fen.
Sorry to say but I think that is all gone. Over the past few days my anger has been intensifying do to stress. He is right, I am not going to change, I cannot say I will. It's just me now but anything I do to harm the community will be put in action.
I once Told Cyp On Ts if he loses Connection , That I was outside his house cutting his ethernet Cable with My Safety Scissors
I hope the Staff and the Community are able to take your apology seriously. For every mistake a player has made, at least 20 others are affected by the rebound.
Lol, Ethernet cables don't run outside. They are from your device to your router. You mean Broadband? Or DSL?
I don't have to forgive you because you never did anything to me xD but tbh you couldn't of picked a worse time to do all of it, with Pile resigning, Gwism getting demoted, etc :P. But we all make mistakes
Pile was a great staff member, I read her resignation post's and everything. Gwism on the other hand I am happy about. I never liked him.
