A shout for help, I guess... (Please don't read if easily triggered by depresssion)

I don't know why but the thread came back to the top, but I didn't change the name. So stop trying to make me feel bad about 'attention seeking' when I wasn't. ;-; And don't comment on something that you're not sure about, because this has always been the name.

 

People like you make me want to drink bleach.
Maybe she(?) isn't the problem, but you are.

 

I agree

 

Since most people have put in their two cents, I guess I will.

First of all, finding something you're passionate about can make a huge difference in your life. Whether it be creating something, singing, or just making art; it can help. Getting a counselor may help, because even if you have tons of friends; none of them will understand what you're going through. "Everyone" may go through some type of depression, but not one of us will have the same experience as another.

Also, I would like to state that you may get a lot of hate because of this thread. It may be considered attention seeking from several people. I suggest that you request a lock/delete because no one on the Mineverse forums is a professional on this sort of situation.

Enough of my opinions. If you want to talk, just put a message on my profile and I'll send you my skype.
Hope ya have a nice day.

 

Thanks, and she is right. I am a girl and go by the name of Char, real name being Charlotte.

 

That's why I got a surgery to get rid of my hormones! :D

 

You were neutered?

 

I am like @The Real Xtreme , I believe in God. I am more than willing to talk to you about what you are going through. Though everything I will discuss will revolve around my belief in my Savior and his teachings. I've been there (a teenage girl dealing with these types of thoughts), done that, and made it out the other side just fine. If by chance you decide not to take anyone up on their offer of talking, please talk to someone. Your parents would be a good place to start. I know us parents are "lame and stupid" but we have been there. And the things you think are embarrassing to you, were to us as well. You won't be telling them anything new. If your parents aren't an option, then talk to the school counselor. It doesn't matter who, just talk to someone. A lot of times just getting something off your chest can make a world of difference.

 

Hahahhhahahahahah no.

 

Toughen the up, if you get offended by some random troll on the internet, then you got something to work on. If you want real help, don't look for sympathy, look for help, talk to a friend, or someone you know can give you advice not sympathy. Yeah, I'm depressed too, but not for "bullying". If your getting bullied, then just keep your mouth shut, don't react, and it'll go away. Once that's gone you can work towards friends. For now, just talk about it with Ur closest friends (even if they are on the internet), and toughen up. BTW, posting this on an mv forum was a terrible idea, if you want help, there are websites for it, I used 7 cups of tea a couple times, and it sorta helped I guess. And denying this and calling me a bully isn't helping you, take my advice, and ignore the " bullies".

 

I've seen a lot of idiots. I mean, a lot.
But you sir, you're the definition of idiocracy.

EDIT:
This is all I want you to see.

 

And suddenly, I wish that this could not only be locked, but deleted.

 

Take it from someone who's been through it, not someone who still is, the less you let people affect you, the happier you are. It all depends on your mentality about the situation, if you don't give a , then it doesn't even bother you, and eventually it goes away, if you let everything into your heart, you got some hard times ahead. But then again, there's always something that will haunt us all. So don't call me an idiot, I've been through it, I know what I'm talking about, just consider what I've said

 

People react to different situations differently. You're on one end of the spectrum that deals with it via walling up their emotions and not letting it affect you, but other people have difficulty doing that and can't just will themselves out of sadness.

Also your swearing is illegal turn it off or I'm calling the police.

 

I guess, but I mean it's worth a shot. Also that last statement, swearing isn't illegal xD

 

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lol

 

As an ignorant I don't think I can help you much, but I can try.

It's nearly inevitable that most humans will begin to question "the point", I guess I could call it. Questioning life and such isn't exactly bad, or uncommon, so don't worry about that. Something that usually helps me, because I often spend my nights thinking about how useless existence is, is speaking to someone about it, albeit verbally to someone that lives 2 minutes away or writing to someone that lives 12 hours away, both help. Writing these things down could also be an escape. Overall somehow expressing yourself could help you out, albeit speaking or writing, hell, even music or drawing. Find that one thing that you can express your thoughts. If minecraft is your escape, play minecraft. If others tell you to stop, don't listen to them. I know that can be hard, but try.
As for suicidal thoughts, find what triggers this and try to remove that from your life. Think about all the people that care. I know that not everyone notices that someone cares, but trust me, there are people that care, maybe people that you can't even imagine caring.
We don't know why we exist (science aside), but all we know is that we can have fun with these useless 60-90 years we have to mess around. Even if there's seemingly more reasons to stop living than there are for living, that's just right now. I know many people say it, but it does get better. You can find something that makes you happy, always, you just have that one thing, maybe even person, to live for.

Sorry for being useless, I tried.

 

Well said, and awesome signature btw