for anyone who would like to read

i kept hangin on to this thread nearly gone
even tho there was hardly any sun
that day you were near i had no fear
even without you here i still want you near

for without you is no hope
all i can do is stand there wishing to see
this life i need to find
without you im just so blind

ive done it before but i wont do it again
ill be with you till the very end
this time ill swear, if it wasnt for you id have nothing to bare

all this hopefull loving devotion
its taking its toll all this emotion
why cant it just be like it used to be

im swimming alone in this endless sea
with no land to see how can this be
i cant even find this life of mine
that i need to thrive let alone just survive

i kept hanging on to this thread nearly gone
even tho there was hardly any sun
that day you were near was the day i had feared
every step you neared was our last regret
no more to come cause we couldnt let it be
we drowned right in that sea
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oh its friday night and i feel fine
i dont need to search for this life i find


cuase you know what you do
and its so un cool
you tell me why that i am cruel

oh you know what i mean
yes you do

you search for this life you need to find
you tell me why i am unkind
theres an answer to this you wish you had
but before i go youll wish i was dead

oh you know what i mean
yes you do
oh you know what i mean
yes you do

oh its friday night and i feel cold
all alone in this ground its getting old

cause you know what you did
it was so very cruel
taking my life i was a fool
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time..it is always on your mind
but you wont ever being to find
that it is always just a crime
it will never let you be, keeps you drowning in the sea

when you really needed it to work
it always begins to fall apart
just like the time that has begun to pass
it will never ever last

id like to begin to take this time
to start to say your on my mind
but even with you knowing this
we will never have our bliss

because time is always on your mind
you wont ever being to find
the things in life that make you unwind
you are always standing in a line
of people that cant begin to find their mind

when you really needed it to work
you just gave up from the start
before it could even fall apart
just like the time that has begun to pass
you will never ever last
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i cant sleep but thats nothing new
just like i always seen right through you

oh its been a strange day
in such a funny way
i did every thing i couldn't
you did nothing i would

these are such hurtfull times
look at those birds in the pines
they fly around with no cares at all
why do i always begin to fall

i cant sleep at all but thats nothing new
i guess we just never grew
because of the pain that insued
i knew it always wouldstink of you

oh its been a strange day
in such a ed up way
i did nothing i would
you did everything you could

these are such hurtfull times
look at all the trees that are on fire
they stand and burn like the jewels of desire

i can finaly sleep and thats something new
to see me hear dreaming of you.
i can relive all of my memories above
and think about what i had loved.
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lets go to the edge of the ocean so i can hold to
this primitivenotion that me and you once had some devotion
i put all of my time into this my future my soul my emotion

i think a heart left at home becomes a heart of stone
now im left here all alone in my sordid home
my thoughts can never be what my dreams could see
the way you ran away from me
i guess it was never ment to be

so lets to to the edge of the ocean
so i can let go of this loving devotion
forget about this primitive notion that i put in all my soul my heart my emotion

i think a heart left at home becomes a silent stone
just like my sordid home
now im left here all alone
this grave to be my own

 

Soo much words.

 

dey is whatever you wanna call ems dat i wrote separated by the -----'s :D