Just one of the many

Songs that I have written.

you're never gonna be the same you see
without me there your just a shell of air

no heart nor soul to let you know
what makes your heart bleed
cause you won't know

the pain never goes but it does tend to show
the scares of life that have cut deep like a knife
but just inside your all a pack of lies
bound around altogether by beautiful smiles

with no reason to be so evil this season
you keep on going proud for your leaving
but i dont think youll know what i've come to be
cause all i see is this pain i've grown

and with your actions causing me dissatisfaction
and this wild ride through the thick n thin
i never wanted it to end
but now i have to go
before i fall down again

so maybe next time we meet it will be our treat
some fun in the sun unlike this loaded gun.
because your never gonna be the same you see
without me there your just a shell of air

i walked all day thinking of what i could say
but you didnt care about what i could bear..

 

im going down this river of failure
without you i could never sail her
why cant you be here today because i need you now more than ever id say

you always told me we would be alright
but now that i'm alone i feel cold at night
when were you going to tell me, about your family
why couldn't you even begin to talk to me

i always thought i heard your voice, for so long now
but now that you've gone its just an echo, of something i cannot have
like this lie of a life that i've lived i cant continue it now

i'm going down this river of failure
without you i could never of been here
why couldn't i begin to see that day how i never needed you more then they would say

you always told me we would be alright
but in this grave there's no sunlight
where you ever going to tell me you would kill me
why couldn't you even begin to give me a chance to see.