My Apologies to Everyone.

Hello. My name is Grayson. This thread is exactly what the title states it is. This is an apology thread. This is not directed to one person, but everyone.

Let me remind you guys what I've done, even though that might not be the best thing to do. First of all, I was promoted. Everything was fine and dandy until other staff and I were starting to realize we felt something wrong. We realized that this feeling was that we felt unappreciated for the work we dedicated to the server, not from the community, but Merkz and Crew. I then got really upset about this. I wasn't willing to do as much work and I just stopped doing as well as a job as I was doing. No, I’m not saying I was a good staff member because I wasn’t. I gave up on you guys. But, the thing is, I got really cranky. Then something happened that made staff worry, so I decided to message Merkz with some fear and some anger. I was scared something was going to happen and I wanted to prevent it. I was then demoted for that. After about 3 days, @Pile_of_Butts convinced him to repromote me to Moderator. I regretted my decisions, but continued to do little to no work and just stayed on this long lasting “break.” A couple of months past by and I was just sick of everything. I resigned from Mineverse with a resignation thread, which was deleted soon after. This thread was an attempt to get more respect and call out Merkz and Crew on their actions. Like I said, I regret that. Merkz and I then talked a bit and we worked some things out and became neutral, I guess. I then abused that status between us to get at Moderators and players. I wish I didn’t do this, but I did.

I’m sorry for everything I've done Merkz, Crew, and everyone. You all deserved much better than what I have given to you. This server is a very successful server and I should've realized this. Now, I’m not trying to get Mod back. That’s not what I want. I just wanted to apologize for my actions.

Hopefully you see this.
I would also like to point out that I am not asking for you to forgive me, as I do not deserve that. I only request for you to understand that I am deeply sorry for my actions and I am willing to prove to you that I can be better than what I was.

I will make sure to not treat everyone like nothing anymore.

I’m sorry, everyone.
Love you guys.

~ Grayson
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Note - You may get negative ratings for commenting on this thread.
I apologize in advance.

 

Thank-you. I accept your apology <3

 

im sorry

 

You're sorry? o.O

 

Grayson.. I will say this... one last time....
Stop hacking diamond swords on smash! (Please tell me you remember) :P

 

Grayson... :o
I thought you were gone D:
HI :D

 

Of course I remember.

Nope. Hello.

 

Hello Sanity.

 

I like watched your forum acc and you were gone xD

 

Hello Topmass.

 

yo, expecting an input from merkz.

 

I'm sorry?

 

Welcome back. I forgive you. <3

 

I'm expecting he'll reply, as he does with most of your comments.

 

You were one of the most active moderators of your time. Thanks for your contributions. Your were one of my best friends on Factions. Hope you remember me.

 

I don't want him to comment if he doesn't want to. It's his decision if he wants to comment.

just because I've been away doesn't mean I forgot you all. I still remember all of you.

 

That was responsible. Not many people have the guts to say something like that for more than 300 people to see. From now on I respect you. I'm sorry for the argument I provoked between you and me on that thread.

 

ILY BB // beefz :3

 

You never give yourself enough credit Grayson.
You were exceptional. The whole team was. <3
This is so sweet.

 

you got reekt

i miss the old days and wish it could be like that again.

Also thank you, it takes balls to make threads like these