Dear, everyone I hurt. Hello Mineverse, these past months I have been here I have made some amazing friends, met some amazing people, and made some enemies. For about a month or two I have turned into something I'm not and I didn't do anything but insult people, tell people to kill themselves which I never meant literally, I also in calls acted like a complete savage which I am not. Ingame I did the same, and I never meant it to go this far, after I did it I couldn't stop it became like an addiction somehow it was similar to smoking. I have a few people I would like to apologize to and some people I already have, and they're my friend again. I lost about fifteen friends to this and I regret losing every single one of them. I honestly think I became like this because all my friends became staff and I lost them. I was going through a slight depression nothing to big. I just need to return back to my old self, I don't know how soon that will happen but hopefully it does come soon because I don't like who I've become. During this time I also had people by my side, @Moooose @MrPronounce @Valixta @Janice999 @TheBlackReaper and @Exstatisfy @Legionious and the rest of the WP these individuals have helped me with everything, even when I don't seem sad (even though I am) they cheer me up by just talking and telling me the stupidest jokes that aren't even funny. I guess thats why I love them xD If anyone thinks this is fake please just click off of this thread. Thank you. I felt it was time to actually do this, I have people I need to apologize to them separately. @AthleticPsycho I would like to start off with a simple sorry, you and I have been through so much together and the times when we argued would cause me so much stress. I have lied to you so many times and I do not expect to regain your trust anytime soon. Even though we are friends again I don't think we will ever go back to before, even though I would love too! I am sorry for every hurtful thing I said when I wasn't thinking, when I leaked our convos, and when I would cuss at you so badly it wouldn't just hurt you it hurt me. I am sorry for everything I did to you Alma. The other day when we skyped I was so happy and I felt super happy, I love speaking with you <3 @ParanormalPizza Oml Riley I don't know where to start with yours.... I have done so many awful things to you and I regret every bit of it. I am sorry for not being there for you, I am sorry for constantly lie to you, I am sorry for telling others what you told me. I feel like I needed to apologize to you the most because you were one of my first friends and I did nothing but push you away with my "throne of lies" and I am really upset about this. The times when we would Skype I would be super happy because I loved talking and pulling all nighters with you, the day we got into that huge fight ruined me, we haven't talked since. I really hope you give me a call sometime! @TorchwoodRC I forgot to put you. Torch I honestly miss you so much and you don't know how good of a friend you were. I pushed you away, it was my fault I was being rude and I don't know why I did that. When you went to NewZealend I missed you so much, I waited for you to come home and the second you arrived we skyped! I have been very rude to you the past month or so and I'm sorry. I hope we can put this behind us and play a round of bedwars soon! TorchybaeStillSlays <3 @Nanurz I am sorry for snapping at you so many times Nanurz, when ever I see you in lobby we have a dance party and it's so fun. I honestly don't know why I was mean to you when you're so amazing and nice to everyone. I was being very immature and rude and I'm just very sorry for all my actions. I promise I won't be rude to you or anyone on this server again. It will be hard but I'm up for the challenge! If you could accept my apology it would mean a lot! don't worry I will still have parties with you <3 @Pile_of_Butts Okay this will most likely be the longest one here. Pile, I am sorry for my AWFUL attitude towards you! my sarcasm was never needed and it always ended up being something very rude of me. I read all of our convos and you would be nice to me and I would be nothing but this nasty little girl. I don't like the way I talked to you and I'm very very very sorry for this. I know I have told you this before and you accepted it but I did it again and I don't know if you actually care this time because I keep doing it. All of the Ip logging, all of the threats, and everything else is behind me and I really hope you will accept my apology and will give me one more chance, this is all I need from you! Pile, you're an amazing mod and forum admin and I had no right to treat you the way I did, I cannot talk to anyone the way I spoke with you. I am honestly not sure why I didn't get into trouble because of how bad I was. I'm sorry Pile <3 These are the staff members I needed to apologize too, and these are the members I need to apologize too. @MrPronounce Kyle, even though we are super close I do need to apologize to you for always dumping my problems on you hoping you could fix them (even though you always do!). You have given me amazing advice with pretty much everything, I could not ask for a better friend than you. The times when we weren't friends I was being very rude to you and I don't know how I could stand talking to you like that because you honestly mean so much to me. I was going through a rough time and you knew that, so you told me to stop and we both did and now we are closer than ever. Ily thank you for everything, I can take it from here <3 @Mvdi Madi Ilysm I also need to apologize to snapping at you a couple of times, I hope you know I didn't mean it. Even though we are great friends I need to depend on you, you're an amazing young girl and I know when I'm upset I can come to you, when I need help I can come to you, and when I'm bored I can come to you and we will just laugh over these funny videos (Alica) xD I love talking to you and I hope our friendship keeps growing, I'm sorry! <3 Here is a message to everyone I forgot to put on here, and thats a lot of people. I have had an awful attitude and most people here know this, I am trying to return to my own self. I would like to apologize for my sarcasm, threats, and just being rude. I don't know what I was thinking. I'm not a "savage" and I don't intend on being one, when people called me that I didn't understand why but then I read what I wrote and realized why I was called that. I did nothing but be rude and immature these past months/weeks, sure I like to have fun but what I was doing is not fun, I was becoming a negative influence on this community. I am here and working on some real change, the day I reopened my app I completely thought I had changed but nope! I was still the same me. This time I am actually going to do this, and work on my actions. Thank you everyone who read this, I hope I cleared some things up! ~ Rodeen
Rodeen.... Wow , That was amazing.. I'm so glad we have people like you that actually apologize seriously. But have you ever heard of "No regrets, Just lessons learned." ? If so. Don't worry about it , It's just apart of life where you go through hard things and react different. Just say it's Lessons learned. I know how You feel right now, Trust me I've had a hard past too. Stay strong Rodeen <3
Thank you Alma, glad we could sort things out! <3 I'm trying hard Thank you I'm glad Ily Madi thanks for always being there for me hun <3 If you didn't have the guts to make a thread like this I wouldnt have either, so thank you! <3 Bay thank you for always making me smile Ily2 <3 This means a lot to me Jen, I'm glad we have talked. Hmu on Skype sometime Thanks Seb <3
Rodeen, when I first meet you there was only 2 words describe you. Those words are bubbly and beautiful; bunny because you are always laughing always happy but I mean my sense of humor helps with that and beautiful because you're kind and caring and all the assets that come under the word beautiful. I'm glad I helped you a long the way and I hope to keep guiding you even with my ty past . Go for mod girl! I'll be there supporting
