my writing skills are poo dont mention it <<<3333 I know this is late as hecky but i wanted to make an intro for you guys to see and to read on why i left for so long :3 My IGN is Seamus_carcrash First off my name is Elize and I live in Miami, Florida I am 13 years old. Ever since i started minevrse a few years back i was so happy because i made so many friends and even enemy's turned to friends. i was so excited to come on everyday and just be a member of this sever. then i met Edgar (@@xMinecraftElite) and he just made everything better. after a year or so of knowing him i met grayson and we may have fought but he is a very kind great person! lets back up a bit, before i met grayson i had a few.. ''difficulties'' at home causing me to self harm and fall into a great depression. it started in 6th, i am now in 8th, almost 9th. life got so rough that edgar couldnt make me happy anymore. that he was also sad and i felt as if it was my fault. so after everything building up, one day in math class i decided ''hey, lets go home and try to kill ourselfs..'' i did it.. i took over 100 of my moms medication that she took daily. I woke up in the hospital.. a few days later.. i was in a coma for 2 days. two frickity fracking days. i almost died. then i tried 2 more times. and continued to self harm after. i gained weight and was so unhappy with myself. my parents argued all the time but they did love me. when i was in 6th all i did was starve myself and play minecraft. I met ivan (@_NightShadows_) Lyla (@lylarw) and a few others that became my close friends. i was so depressed and sad everything irritated me I knew why this happened. It was my parents, I watched them become sad then angry for no apparent reason. It sucked a lot but I learned to keep myself calm and collected. But now after a long road of recovery im better. i go to a therpist every 2 weeks,i have irl and igf that make me so happy. im now back, and somewhat happy, its a start but better than before. i wanted to thank all of my friends that i have met along the way, i never had the chance to :< (I know I had this one up but I wasn't able to edit it???) --- FoxSoul's Revamped intro As you can see above.. a lot has happened in the past years on mineverse. I've tried to commit suicide 5 times, I used to cut, I'm depressed, I take medication, but, I've met some pretty damn wonderful people. I'm turning 14 in july (woo) n I'm in 9th, I feel like i'm the same, but yet I've changed so much, This server is my home, and it's such a large place to find and make new friends, its absolutely wonderful. I've been on this server for a total of what, 2-3 years? And everyone i've met, has been extraordinary. I'm more of the "i'm really rude but really nice if you get to know me" type. I care, a lot. About friends and non friends. And of those I lost I still care. But I just wanted to tell anyone reading this, i'm ALWAYS here for you to talk, it doesn't matter what, I will talk to you. Anyways Just wanted to update c: I love every single one of you before I love myself. ———- 1/10/18 YUHHHH no one i know uses this server anymore lmfao, 2013-2015 where it at, the best years (,: all my b r grown now. I just update this so when i grow i can look at it and be like damn i was ugly. Jk but, I’m literally so good now, I’m stronger and braver and i do a lot more for myself. I’m 16, going on 17. Wow i miss all of these lame people. I love u, reading this. I miss factions & my friends wow I’m cry. Anyways i did like a selfie evolution before? I’m cute so here’s a new one. - 2-14-19 No update needed (lollllll) I’ve grown, I’ve lived. I am forever in debt to those who have helped me grow as a person. // 8-27-21 reading this now is funny cuz why did I talk so much omg.. like I was just spilling my guts cuz I truly felt like this was my home fr. anyways, I miss you all /: the times we had were great. I hope everyone is thriving.
Elize. It's good to know you're feeling better... I honestly still remember when you opened up about your family to me (don't take that lightly, I have a bad memory), and though we've had our bad times, it looks like we can both find friendship in people that are nothing like us. I'll try to loosen up with you, but it won't be easy for me. Thank you for including me here Elize, and let's try to STAY friends this time around
