Welcome to the forums :t: I have a lot of anxiety and been dealing with depression for awhile as well. I can relate to some stuff you said. Though things do get better. People will judge but they're probably just jealous. Be yourself, you'll be happy when you find who you are I'm always free in PM if you ever need to talk.
@Diggy is Correct. I think all the guys agree with me when I say this. @SanityPrevails is a lucky man. You're Beautiful and your a great player and friend on mineverse. Soo um yeah. Heyy there.
So, I know this is super late, but I saw it on the introductions. I AM QUITE SIMILAR TO YOU. I also suffer from severe depression. Plus, I really like the genres you like, AND BANDS. I am currently listening to SWS rn. lol. It is nice to meet you. I hope we can talk someday. :D