You know what my answer is, support. If you feel you are ready to take a shot at becoming a staff member again, you have my blessing. Although, I think we both know it is a very stressful job and you need to sacrifice tons of things in order to be a good moderator. I heard rumors of you being stressed out and not thinking straight which led to the couple times when you said something that came across as mean, but really wasn't meant to be. I understand what kind of person you are panda. From what I have seen you are helpful, understandable, friendly, and in all, a good person. There are 2 ways on this application, regardless of what this position does to you (Lack of time, outside, friends, ect) , I think you are ready to take it on again. Hopefully you can make the best out of the circumstances while still having time to do things outside of the game. Again, you have my full 100% support, but only if you truly believe you are ready. Keep on being a great person and this position will be given to you once again. Good luck my friend!