i kept hangin on to this thread nearly gone even tho there was hardly any sun that day you were near i had no fear even without you here i still want you near for without you is no hope all i can do is stand there wishing to see this life i need to find without you im just so blind ive done it before but i wont do it again ill be with you till the very end this time ill swear, if it wasnt for you id have nothing to bare all this hopefull loving devotion its taking its toll all this emotion why cant it just be like it used to be im swimming alone in this endless sea with no land to see how can this be i cant even find this life of mine that i need to thrive let alone just survive i kept hanging on to this thread nearly gone even tho there was hardly any sun that day you were near was the day i had feared every step you neared was our last regret no more to come cause we couldnt let it be we drowned right in that sea ---------------------------------- oh its friday night and i feel fine i dont need to search for this life i find cuase you know what you do and its so un cool you tell me why that i am cruel oh you know what i mean yes you do you search for this life you need to find you tell me why i am unkind theres an answer to this you wish you had but before i go youll wish i was dead oh you know what i mean yes you do oh you know what i mean yes you do oh its friday night and i feel cold all alone in this ground its getting old cause you know what you did it was so very cruel taking my life i was a fool ----------------------------- time..it is always on your mind but you wont ever being to find that it is always just a crime it will never let you be, keeps you drowning in the sea when you really needed it to work it always begins to fall apart just like the time that has begun to pass it will never ever last id like to begin to take this time to start to say your on my mind but even with you knowing this we will never have our bliss because time is always on your mind you wont ever being to find the things in life that make you unwind you are always standing in a line of people that cant begin to find their mind when you really needed it to work you just gave up from the start before it could even fall apart just like the time that has begun to pass you will never ever last --------------------------------------------- i cant sleep but thats nothing new just like i always seen right through you oh its been a strange day in such a funny way i did every thing i couldn't you did nothing i would these are such hurtfull times look at those birds in the pines they fly around with no cares at all why do i always begin to fall i cant sleep at all but thats nothing new i guess we just never grew because of the pain that insued i knew it always wouldstink of you oh its been a strange day in such a ed up way i did nothing i would you did everything you could these are such hurtfull times look at all the trees that are on fire they stand and burn like the jewels of desire i can finaly sleep and thats something new to see me hear dreaming of you. i can relive all of my memories above and think about what i had loved. ------------------------------------- lets go to the edge of the ocean so i can hold to this primitivenotion that me and you once had some devotion i put all of my time into this my future my soul my emotion i think a heart left at home becomes a heart of stone now im left here all alone in my sordid home my thoughts can never be what my dreams could see the way you ran away from me i guess it was never ment to be so lets to to the edge of the ocean so i can let go of this loving devotion forget about this primitive notion that i put in all my soul my heart my emotion i think a heart left at home becomes a silent stone just like my sordid home now im left here all alone this grave to be my own
