Sorry.. For everything.

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  1. jarroy
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    Those 5 letters aren't gonna cover it. What I've done in all my time here is sad, now that I realize it. Fendodo tried to make me see the light (no, not try and kill me) and I didn't want to. And today hipster told me.

    I get mad at everyone or someone for the most stupidest reasons. I don't even realize that myself. I act stupid or immature around people, I am immature and don't even realize it, when I'm telling myself "I so mature liek adult" lol. I am stupid. I am so selfish, I can't help it. And that's the truth. I've made everyone some way turn against me. I know I'm hated among literally everyone and they won't say anything because they know better. If I could re write my history here, I would. Because everything I've done is unacceptable, stupid, dumb, immature, annoying and just.. Idiotic.

    I know I won't be forgiven just like that, I have to own up to it, I have to live with it and deal with it.

    People I would like to apologize to is Firo and glaad mostly for constantly name shipping and annoying them. Grayson for everything I did, and mostly around May and June. To pile, for just being an annoyance in her life. To Christi, kitkat and Hipster for making a bad joke that you guys took seriously. To fendodo for hating on him for no apparent reason and earlier in 2014, continously being annoying and asking for God Rank. To Onion and davisabog for being annoying and sucking at Pvp, not helping them etc.. To Skydiver to MPG to PandaBear to Pokemaniac to Kirbyo to Miningcreeper to Zambiana, Xel, Dark, to Sala to Ares Xena to to iJoac to Lola to Daddy to jedijosiah to rachetclanks to glitcher to chloyy to mindsensation to ScoFu to Alixilyn to MaxNinja to Ducky to Mineterria to KewlMCDude to Chezby to Sean to Madison to everyone that I have hurt and didn't live up to their expectations. To everyone I've caused damage and destruction and I'm very deeply sorry for everything.

    And I don't dare tag anyone because it's there decision to read this or not.

    I don't know if you could forgive me or not..

    I'm starting from 0 with everyone. I don't hate anyone I won't hold grudges against anyone. You probably won't start from 0 with me, but I'll try.

    Thanks
     
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    Jarroy it takes quite maturity just to make a thread like this, I am glad you are willing to start over with everyone,
    everyone deserves a second chance to do whats right. I know you can do whatever you set your mind to and you can achieve it. <3
     
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    Thanks MaxNinja c;
     
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    Jarroy. I know you aren't a bad person. But these rude and obnoxious anger outbursts need to stop. This is your last chance. If I hear that you have bullied someone or have been mean to someone, that chance will end. Don't ever do anything stupid again. Iv accepted your apology. But don't ever make me this mad again. :/
     
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    Pretty proud of you for making a thread like this if I'd have acted like that earlier I'd have hidden in a pillowcase

    can I second this entire thing I'm awkward with words and it's gonna sound like I'm bashing you but
    ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
     
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    I completely understand Anna, and i know where you're coming from. Thanks c:
     
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    Everyone has flaws, David. Don't beat yourself up over it too much. <333
     
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    i believe you have a good heart, and with that in mind I also say everyone should have a second chance to correct themselves and make the changes needed to become a better person.
     
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    Sorry I just like to read comments and stuff, thought your comment was harsh (now I see why you wrote that) and disliked
     
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    Ahh leaving a Friendly ;)
     
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    Thanks pink, but what I've done isn't forgivable that easy..

    Thank you chupacabra C:
     
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    o.o
    I know c: sorry
     
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    wait

    wut did i du

    Did I do something bad? D:
     
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    i've done worse :)::))::))::))::))::))::))::))
     
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    ^^^^^^^^^

    I'm not one to hold grudges against people. But what you did was crossing the line for me. Just be nice to people. Think through your actions before you take them.
     
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    I honestly don't know what to say.
    You've apologized to me enough, and I don't like to hold grudges, but this is not really the same situation.

    Sorry.
     
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    Even though we didn't talk much, I appreciate that you had the courage to make this thread. Everyone has flaws, that is what makes us humans.

    Don't forget that, even if it may not seem like it, words can really hurt some people. Try to take the time to assess a situation carefully, before stating your opinion.

    <3
     
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    Honestly I'm thinking of deleting what I said above. This might be long, but I need to get this out there.
    Jarroy, I know that deep down inside you're a good kid. But you need to show that good kid the outside world. Anger outbursts are not needed. Above you clearly state you're sorry for everything you've ever done, but the day after you right this thread, your at it again. I honestly don't know if I should accept your apology or not. Because by me accepting your apology, it means that you have promised to respect people. I have indeed accepted your apology so far. But in the past hour or so, you've been getting mad at simple things. I'm still blocked on skype by you, and I know that's off-topic, but you blocked me for no reason. You're literally pushing my limits. What is it Jarroy? Are you actually going to change? I really do want to be friends, but its really hard when you bring me down all the time. These threads keep popping up, and you say that you deep down inside promise, that you're going to change. But.. You never do. I don't know what to do anymore. We text each other all the time, and you seem perfectly normal and nice to me. But on the forums, I don't see that kind person anymore. I really wish you would change your attitude. I do want to be friends. Please Jarroy, change, and you'll see a difference in everything.
     
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    I don't know how I've been having anger outbursts? You're the one who is writing hate spam on my wall constantly criticizing me and telling me what I'm doing wrong. I'm not trying to be mad. In our texts you're also acting nice and all but here you are a completely different person.

    Examples of such "fun times" are:

    http://gyazo.com/02dde65e7c5eeff84537abdda5e0715f

    http://gyazo.com/c3001d6d0aa3345d765fac60f38297f9

    ..

    What I'm saying is you seem to have a completely different attitude here as if you're trying to show everyone that you hate me? I don't know how to explain it, but I don't want to continue and I want it to stop, because we aren't getting anywhere with this :/

    If at all, I might be only getting angry at you because of your criticism and hate, but so far, I'm committed to what I said. I haven't been doing anything to get anyone else mad :/

    [hide=3 Moderator close this please..
     
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