I don't know what to title this

I've decided to leave.
Most of you are like "wot?"
What I mean is.. I'm going to be leaving Mineverse. Those words alone hurt me, because I have never planned on leaving, but now, I'm sure I will. I've made the "GOODBYE FAREWELL" threads before and I came back literally a week later. Not this time.

The reason I'm leaving is because I'm not moving on with my life. I'm not saying Mineverse is holding me back, but everyone has to move on, and now I want to move on. I want to enjoy my high school years. Meet more people. Not be in my room all day on my laptop.

Being on my laptop almost every day has also had an impact on my health issues. I'm short seeing, and I'm going to need glasses sooner or later. I can't see 10 feet in front of me. I've also been sitting, and lying in my bed and doing nothing productive. I feel like I'm only gaining more weight, and I'm not losing it. I don't want to have a heart attack at 35 years old because of my weight. I also don't plan on being fat all my life :/. I've also been SITTING. My back has curved a little, and I need to go to the gym and get it straightened.


Also, school. I've recently started school, and so far I've been doing great in grades, and I don't want to start failing again. You get college credit for doing good in high school, and I plan to get it. Last year, I almost failed school because instead of doing homework, I was on the forums.

And depression. I've started suffering from it again. I never felt like it was gone in the first place, I always knew it was there. Now it's only getting worse. I cry for no reason at very random times, or feel like crying. For instant, today we were going to the state fair, and right before we left, I started crying. Like, literally crying uncontrollably, and I couldn't stop, I didn't know why though. I then grabbed my little pocket knife and made a line... I don't hide it. People look at my arm at school and think I'm crazy. Not a lot of people know what's going on with my life irl.

It only gets worse everyday, and I want to venture from it. I don't want to infinitely have it.

The first few days that I'll be gone, will the hardest. I'll have such a huge temptation come back and log on.. but I can't.

I hope you guys can understand why I'm leaving. I guess you could say I'm not leaving, I'll just be away for a few months. I know I'll eventually come back, but I don't know when. This weekend will be my last here on the forums, so I better make the most of it

@PinkStr3ak

(<3 pinkehbae)


@madisonjr

(<3 MadiBae ;3)

@almarobb123

(Almanub c;)


@MrParkourGuy

(HAHA That's so you :t: )


@kitkat6605910

(10 minutes ;-; 10 minutes later ;-;
Lol. KitkatBae ;3)

You 5 are the closest friends I've ever had. You've made an impact on my life in one way or another. To all 5 of you, our friendship in the beginning was rocky. Pink hated me, Madison was always annoyed at me, Christi was ehh, I didn't know MPG that much, and kitkat, well we just didn't like each other lol. But in the end all of you have become great friends. I'm glad I'm able to call you friends today and always ;3 (very cheesy I know)

And to those of you who that I call friends, there's no need to tag you, because you all know who you are c;

But um.. AHEM
@salamander9o
BAEEEE ilysm

To the haters, there's no point in apologizing, if you won't accept it, so I won't even try. If you hate me, then hate me. I don't really care, you haven't done anything to impact my life in a bad way. And don't worry, I know you talk behind my back(;

And to anyone I've ever made sad or scared anyone, sorry, I didn't mean it .__.

I'm not going to leave immediately, I'll leave like, Monday. I can't go away that fast ;-;

I also don't want to leave on a sad note guys. Be happy you're all still here ;3

I'll probably get on the forums once a week just to check the FaceQ Request thread I made, or to post a status to keep you updated..

I'm also deleting all posts off my profile. I don't want memories ;-;

As a side note: if you do want to contact me in any way, you can go ahead and add my Skype

Skype: iloveaples7 (I purposely misspelled apples, because... You know me :cp:

 

You better be on Skype.

You're an amazing friend, sad to see you go. ;(

As long as we still talk on Skype, I'm fine. c;

 

Goodbye :( :( :( I hope you come back :( <3

 

D:

 

Don't go ;-;

 

oh
no

i'll keep flipping off forever

bye :(

 

Nooooo :( Why why why why!!! you didn't do a picture of me ;-; jk
Please don't leave please please! You're my favorite nub! But I do understand you want to move on in life want to go to University and High school etc. Good bye! We will never miss you! :(

 

What about your moderator application? Are you going to abandon that as well? :(

 

sorry to see you go. Ya you probably need glasses minecraft made me get them.

 

Awhh, gonna miss you. ;3;
I'm not going to try to change your mind, everyone has a time to go and a time to stay... nothing is forever. People change, interests differ and I just hope you visit us guys from time to time! Us forum noobs are gonna stay waiting for you!
You better be on Skype!

 

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Bye jarroy, shall miss you :-:7

 

Message me on skype if you need anything. :]
I'll be here for you.
Sad to see you go, but we'll be in contact via skype. =]

 

We'll still talk on Skype c:

I will Canucksbae ;-; sooner or later

:c

:(

;-;

You will never miss me? Ok ;-; I don't think you meant it like that though lol. ;-;

Idk it'll just drown under the hundreds of other apps

o.o I just want contact lenses at least ;-;

I'll visit c: and I'll still be on Skype

Bye ;-;






But like I said, I'm not leaving immediately, I'm staying till like, Monday

 

Of course <3

 

contact lenses look painful just get glasses they cheaper and safer. and you can get no rim ones now

 

I guess... Idk yet ;-;

 

Bye, hope to you see you on again as you were a great part of this community.

 

Thanks chezby c:

 

;-; This is to sad to look at. I don't want to say anything. I don't want to say good bye, I don't want to say stay. The first paragraph just killed me.

 

Bye D: