I'm aware that I've made around two of these already, however this is more of an updated one~ Alright. I am 12 years old, I was born on 22nd August, and I currently live in Manchester. I was born in Poland and stayed there for 4 years, then I came to live in England with my mother and grandma. I do not know my father, but I found out some of the things that he did it the past, and I'm glad that I don't know him. A couple of years later, my younger brother was born, me and him don't have the same father. I used to be extremely close to my brother, I was always around him, I made him happy when he was upset, but that's gone now, he's turning 8 in October, and me and him hate each other, we always argue, he hurts me, then I hurt him and all that :p Anyway, I've moved houses around 4 times, and my mother is finding another house that we can move to, so that'll count up to 5. Now onto the serious stuff I guess, oops. When I was 10, my grandma used to always hit me and my brother whenever we did something wrong. With that happening, I was always afraid of doing anything bad. She used to drink, and when she did, she was always mad at us, even if we did nothing wrong at all. It stopped when I was 11. Mentioning me being 11, at that age she verbally abused me and my brother. I was always the one to blame. She still does it sometimes, but I'm used to it. Then the other problem was/is school. In year 4, bullying started. It was either for my looks, the fact that I'm from Poland, or that I was basically an easy target as for I was really quiet and sensitive. With all that stuff happening, I started having social anxiety, I was less confident about myself, I didn't speak to many people, only a couple. At the age of 11, I fell into depression. There wasn't a sense of life for me at all, I always put a smile on so people wouldn't worry about me a lot. I moved onto Year 7, and still had depression. Everything I did was wrong, anywhere I went, I was always judged. With all of that happening, I lost my appetite, I wasn't hungry, I never went outside when it was the holidays, or the weekends. I'm in Year 8 right now, and I'm still going through depression. I have issues with trusting people, I'm quiet most of the time in public, even at home, I have panic attacks sometimes, I worry what people think of me, if it's negative etc. I hate meeting people, I always think that I'll say something wrong, and it'll change their opinion of me. But, I started going on the internet a lot. It gets me away from the pain that I go through, I found out about Minecraft, and honestly I loved it from then till now. I made many friends here+on Skyblock, well mostly on Skyblock. ily all k? k Here's some random things: I absolutely love drawing, reading, singing and dancing. I write poems whenever I feel depressed/sad. Sometimes, I like to draw my feelings, it may sound weird but it helps~ Cats <33 Starbucks 4 lyfe <3 I would love to start playing the Guitar. I like swords (Shhh don't judge.. or question) Me and my mother would love to go live in America, but my grandma doesn't agree on that. When you get hot chocolate, put marshmallows on top, it's amazing cx My favorite colors are blue, purple and black. I like watching anime (yey) cx Some of the bands that I listen to are: Nirvana Alice In Chains Black Veil Brides Korn Bullet For My Valentine As I Lay Dying Trivium Underoath Daughter Dillon (A singer not a band) And a couple others. You can ask me things here: http://www.mineverse.com/threads/ask-me-anything-livvy-3.18698/ um k So yeah... That's me, sorry is it's too long ;-; <33
Hey Livvy! Me and @Grayson are still pushing through with the 'activity' that we spoke of, if you want to come there's still a free slot.
