I'm going to be closing my mod application. I will make a new application in maybe like 3-4 months. I feel like everyone hates me :(. So I'll work on changing over the next 3-4 months. Then I'll make a new application to see what people think about me.
It's not that people hate you necessarily (although that might be the case with some) for me it was more the fact that with all the negative aspects of you as a player that you would not handle having moderator properly, therefore I did not support, I just hope you know that. Also, you should apply when you are ready, pulling out a time frame like that can put a strain on you and maybe not even give yourself enough time, therefore your app will just get no-supports again.
I'm going to tell from personal experience about applying for mod on Mineverse's sister server Skyblock. I was hoping people would be respectful and have a lot of support on my mod. I didn't get the support I needed and had a lot of people going neutral because of my activity. Unfortunatley there were some people that were just being plain out hateful. Now even though people may say you're not ready, don't take as an offense; of course they want you mod but the actions you do in the past may not seem mod worthy at all. Being a mod is like a security guard at school, you make sure people follow the rules, and don't cause drama. If you don't have those capabilities, then you will have people question your ethics and consider you as a terrible mod and would want to remove you because you are not fit for that. Now of course there will be haters on your app. Just tell another moderator to remove any hate posts.
"Hate" is a very strong word to use, rather at most, to mildly dislike. I honestly have no idea who you are, so I haven't a reason to dislike you. ~The Talking Chicken