All about Superbeanie22

Intro:
Well, this is kind of late, because I've been on the fourms for a little bit but I wanted to tell you guys a little bit about me and my life offline. So without further ado, lets get to it! (P.S, if you do not like the topic of death, Suicide thought, or any other thing like that, please do not read on, thank you)

Ok, now that little message may have scared you a bit, but its not as bad at you think. So, when I was 6, my mom had passed away due to heart failure. This was a super hard time for me and I just didn't want to do anything I used to love, when I was 6! The years went by, and I got better. Until one day, I blacked out, all out of nowhere. And I screamed and fell to the ground. my dad rushed over to me. I had an anxiety attack. My first one, when I was in 5th grade. After that It just got worse, and worse, not being able to go to school. Then, I had to start 6th grade, Middle school. Now at this point I was on mineverse and had made some friends. But, at school I couldn't concentrate and do my work, so I usually got bad grades. Finally my dad had taken me to a doctor to get my panic checked out. I was given medication and then was told to see how it works. I was a bomb waiting to go off. I felt suicidal, and It was so hard, and remember, this is at 12 years of age, 11 too. Now, at 12 years old, I finally feel better. And its all thanks to the love and support I got from this server and my family, so I thank you all, the members, the staff team, and especially @Noobcrew and @CypriotMerks For making the server. Ok, now that the sad stuff is over, Let me tell you some facts about me.


Facts:
I was in a soccer team for over 6 years until I quit when I got my anxiety
I play the flute
I have a sister, brother, and dad
I am 12 years old as of August
Mineverse is probably my fav server


Lol not many facts eh? Well, I don't want to give out too much info, I want my identity to be secret. hehehehehe. By really thank you guys for sticking with me through thick and thin, I owe you all my life.
Thank you for reading!​

 

Late welcome to the server! Sorry about your mom though :(.

 

Late Welcome!!

 

Welcome

 

Welcome!

 

Late Welcome :D

 

Hey there, hope you've enjoyed Mineverse so far.

 

Its ok, and thank you!

Thank you!

I really have.

 

welcome, i hope you enjoy your stay here.

 

I hope so too. lolol

 

Welcome :3

 

Late Welcome! I hope you been enjoying it here!

 

Late welcome SuperBeanie22!

 

Welcome!

 

Cool! I should've learnt to play the flute instead of sleeping in music class... I really like the sound of it. Anyways, late welcome to the forums.

 

Hey there! I am super sorry to hear about your mom, I admire you for being strong enough to get over that :(. I'm glad that you have enjoyed Mineverse so far and I hope that you will be able to continue to enjoy it! A rather late welcome to you <3

 

Late welcome to the server!

 

Dont double-post.

 

Late welcome to the server

I know how you feel - and I am not just another typical friend who says that to comfort you, I have been through the exact same thing, which I haven't told anyone here, but I have - and it's a horrible experience.
I suffer from quite bad depression, and it's horrible. I'm always told "Don't bottle your emotions up" , which I honestly found stupid, but it seemed like you did just that thing, and I have previously learned that that phrase is correct, when bottling your emotions - they build on you, so don't feel like you cannot express them anywhere or anytime. You're brave, and that's all anyone needs to know ;)

Anyway, welcome to the server! If you need anything, I'm here

 

Late welcome to Mineverse, sorry to hear about your mum. If you have any questions feel free to ask me or any other staff member. <3